Christ is Risen! Christ is Risen, Indeed! There is no better way of saying it, He is Risen!
This was my first complete Holy week in the Catholic Faith, and let me tell you it did a number
on my emotions. Beginning Maundy Thursday, when the priest took the Real Presence of
Jesus in the Eucharist out of the Tabernacle, I started to feel “abandon” from God. Good
Friday, I started the day out at work. It was drizzly and very “down” weather, which was
honestly good, I thought, I thought about Christ death the whole day! Even at work, I didn’t
feel the energy to do anything, I felt that I should not be doing work on Good Friday, it’s the
holiest day of the year. My co-workers seemed as though it was just another day. To many of
them, it was, not being a member of any religious affiliation, but the ones that surprised me
the most was the good Catholics and other Protestant faith believers, and how it did nothing to them. Maybe it’s another example of
me over thinking things. I truly felt down all day, as if God had forsaken the world. I went to bed early that night, and knew I had to
get up early to deliver the Easter flowers to St. Patrick’s in Stiles, and Holy Trinity in Oconto. Once I got the flowers delivered, and
started decorating the churches, I began to feel the peace of God again. I also had the opportunity to bring a fellow friend, a United
Church of Christ minister, who is out of the position of pastor, but rather writing a book right now about church closure. I brought
her to both the Good Friday Tenebrae Service at St. Patrick’s in Stiles, and then to Easter Vigil at Holy Trinity. I was surprised to find
her comfortable with the different prayers, traditions, veneration of the cross, the litany of the saints, and even the Eucharistic part
of the Mass. She did not partake in Communion, but I kind of observed her all night, and it was as if she was Catholic as well. Not
many people, who are non Catholic can feel comfortable to sit, stand kneel, and practice the Catholic faith, because there is a lot of
background knowledge you need to know to understand it. My Easter day consisted of Church in Stiles in the morning, and spend the
day at my friend, Erin’s house and spent Easter with them. My family does not get along long enough to have holidays, it’s always
something. Since highschool I always went to Erin’s house, or another friends house for the holidays. It’s sad to say, but I don’t feel
the holiday cheer nor joy when I am at home. I feel more anger, depression and anxiety. We finished of the day with going to see
Madea’s Big Family Reunion best movie ever I feel, it has lots of humor and also good, powerful Christian messages!
I hope everyone had a great Easter and pray that all felt the same joy I felt this morning as the woman and disciples felt that first
Easter morning.
(Here are some pictures of the two churches I decorated for Easter)
Adorning the chancel with flowers is a great way of celebrating Easter. I”m so glad you got to share that gift with your churches.